Tuesday, January 10, 2017

Moving Mayhem

So as the title suggests, we are once again moving. Some may call us crazy for only moving to Hawaii for a year then moving back, but oh well. We know there was a reason for us to move and that is good enough. Whether it was for Tyler to take a break from working at Logan Coach to discover what he really wanted to do in life. If it was to help us become stronger as a couple or whether it was for us to find friends that helped us; whatever it was it happened because it was meant to. However, I am really excited to be going back to Logan, Utah. We are expecting our second little boy and being so far away from family is daunting. I low key also miss the snow. I know Tyler is missing weekends spent up at Beaver. Are we going to miss the sun and beach? Sure, but at the same time, I've never been much of an outdoors person so I'm okay with cold weather as long as I get to curl up in a blanket and watch a movie while sipping on hot chocolate. We were originally looking to move in April right before Michael's second birthday, but like everything in our lives, that plan didn't work out. Because Tyler's work relied on him having a working car we now don't have enough money to stay here that long. We've talked about, and prayed about whether we should buy another car, but it just didn't make very much sense. So here we are praying that we can get back. But just in the last day I've seen the love and support of everyone around us. And I cannot express how much gratitude I feel. The amount of people that have offered to help us, makes my heart feel full. Now, for anyone that really knows me, I hate asking people for help. I just don't feel right, and most of the time I feel like I need to repay them in some way or another. So asking people to help us get back to the mainland was really hard for me. But I know that it is something that needed to happen.