Sunday, February 5, 2017
Stress, Tears, and Ouchies
Why can't moving be easier? Or could we just put off moving until we have a little more money? (Wouldn't that be the dream). However, I think moving will always be stressful. Right now we are facing the final four days of living in Hilo, Hawaii and still have things to do. We have things to ship, things to sell, and packing to do. Although it doesn't seem like a long list, it's hard to manage when money is tight. The more I even think of shipping our few boxes to the states and how much it is going to cost to check baggage I'm mortified. We have yet to sell our car, which is by far the most important thing that needs to go. And it is because of this that I just wish this whole ordeal was over and done with.
The more stressed I become the more I cry. Only fair for a pregnant lady right? But the more stressed I become, the more of an attitude Michael seems to have and the more he cries when things don't go his way. But I guess that is understandable, he feeds off of my energy; so the harder it is for me to be happy, the harder it is for him. Does that make me a bad mother? Haha. I'm just not sure how many breakdowns my dear husband can take though... He puts up with so much from the two of us and asks for so little in return. I wish I could give him something to show how much I appreciate his patience.
Through all of the stress and tears, I always find time to worry about my little boy. It seems like the more attitude he acquires, the more of a temper he gets. Not to mention he is becoming more and more adventurous. Combined these two things really scare mommy. I know that it is important for him to fall down and learn the importance of getting back up. But could we please do it without breaking anything? We've already face planted on the sidewalk and head-butted the wall multiple times. I guess Heavenly Father really was looking out for this kid when he gave him a thick skull. But what is there to protect mommy from all the scares that come from having an overly adventurous and temper prone child?
Anyway. I think it suffices to say, I will be very happy when this is all over.
Please enjoy these pictures of my amazingly cute little boy
need to take more pictures... he grows up too fast
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